Gripping onto every thing i have,
afraid of losing them.
Just barely able to survive.
Want to just cry with every little negative thing that comes at me.
Sometimes i think im actually going insane.
Dont know how to deal with it all.
The one thing i cant stand to think of losing,
is the one thing i push away.
Words cannot describe what im going through.
People say "Thats motherhood!"
i say no. mothers should not have to deal
with what im going through,
or think what i think.
At a loss for what to do and how to deal.....
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